The Stories
Monday, June 23, 2008
Apologies..
I'm sorry for what i have did, on Sunday. You apologise for my arm.. But i think i deserve it. I should have respected you, shouldn't have done what i have done. Maybe i scarred you emotionally. But i hope you will forgive me. What's over is over. Let us move on together, and leave it in the past.
This week was the first time i have not met up with baby for so many days.. 5 days to be exact.. by the 2nd or 3rd day i was starting to act cranky. haha. Had to try hard to focus on my studying, as i had to pass the Air Worthiness Test(AWT) no matter what. Failure to pass will result in a poor ranking, poor PB, delayed promotion and put a stainmark on my career. Lucikly for me, i passed, with the help of Allen, and 2 other WOs. Without their guidance, i guess i would be one of the failures. Well, bottomline is, i PASSED. So, lets close the chapter on that.
NDP isno longer as physical tiring as it had been. Now, its mentally tiring. Clocking 16 hours of work is crazy.. Inhumane and extremely demanding. It takes alot of willpower and mental strength to overcome it. Perhaps that is the reason behind me clocking so many sleep hours. Hah.
Anyway, thank you baby, for helping me with the food and cake for the chalet..
Love you.
Really do.
Photography-love (L)