The Stories
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
you know baby, i never regret giving u my ex's blog to read.. i mean.. i can accept your past.. and i believe you can accept mine too. true i might have being mean last time.. but i think you can judge for yourself.. have i been mean to you, on my part? you should know the answer better than me.. and i have confidence in you and myself that the answer is a immediate positive..
its good that you finally realised some stuff, by your own.. i didnt want to tell you through my mouth.. cos i believe that the things you find out buy yourself will stick by your side for a much longer time than you listening to what i have to say.. i've been patient with you, been waiting, been sure that you will finally realise it.. it shows.. the amount of confidence i have in you.. like i'm so sure you wouldn't leave me for another guy when i was in tekong.. or like, i know that you will always be there for me, rain or shine, supporting my decisions..
sometimes you should think about what your mother have said.. "when he finally leave you, you'll cry..." sometimes, i do feel being taken for granted.. i really don't like that feeling.. i hate being taken for granted.. dislike being pinched and poked at times.. especially when we're in public, or in front of other people.. i just don't like to portray out my weaknesses out in public.. its a real image spoiler. really.
i hope baby, you will realise all these things bah.. hopefully, our relationship will be stronger..
i love you..
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