today, was the first time i guess, baby saw me shed tears... i dunno why i cried, really.. but the tears jus came.. i see baby in such pain, it really hurt me.. i see baby taking my care for her as nagging, and me being irritating, and it hurts me as well... i told baby, i only have her in my heart.. she knows it... i told her, i want more care.. more sense of security months ago... but she didnt do anything abt it... and it really hurt me..
i know, i was damn fucked up when i contacted the other girl.. but i didnt expect baby to have such a big reaction.. all the while, i tot baby is quite open with me, ok with me talking to other girls.. but perhaps, this time, i really went too far. i'm sorry baby.. i really am.. i wun repeat it again.. i promise.. muackx.. baby, in my heart, u are my one and only. no one will be able to replace u. not even the prettiest girl in the world.. not even felicia chin =P not even Hebe or anyone else. u are the one i want, the one i need, and lastly, the one i dedicate my life to.
i love you baby.
