The Stories
Sunday, March 08, 2009
its 1130pm now..
i noe i slept alot today.. but im still tired..
b4 i go to slp..
i wanna say sth..
baby, tgt for 2yrs le..
ur feelings for me still as strong ma?
i hope so..
i tink im getting used to my life with u.. tat now it seems lyk we r tgt cus we r used to being with each other.. not cus we love each other..
i dun wanna come to a pt when meeting up is a routine.. hanging out is a chore..
both of us are 2 different ppl from 2 totally different family background..
while ur family lyks to do wad a normal family would do.. such as hving dinner tgt..
my family is the opposite.. oso cus im from a broken family bah..
in actual fact.. im trying my best not to bother bout wad ur family tinks bout me..
i've tried.. and i failed..
the more i try.. the more i would rather give up..
u said u envy allen and cy cus deir gfs are close to their family..
tats wad you tink.. but we also dunno the fact..
but i hv to make it clear.. im perfectly ok with ur dad and ur bro..
sigh.. how i wish ur family wasnt so difficult to get along..
den u wont be so xin ku stuck in between..
mayb ders just tis gap between the gals in ur family and me bah..
mayb 'ba zi bu he'..
sorry tat cus of tis.. we end up quarreling.. we end up being pek chek with each other..
i really didnt mean it.. but it still happened.. sorry..
how i wish one day i can be myself when im w ur family..
but i guess tat day will nv come..
its not ur fault baby.. its just me..
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