The Stories
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
i didnt say it.. but i slept at abt 12am last nite(sunday).. i too, shed tears.. cos i was wondering.. will it ever be possible for you to come into my family.. i really hope that it will happen, and i really want it to happen.. but i know, it will be very difficult..
but first.. i must try to get back into my family, slowly talk to them, to let them know of this problem.. then we can come to a solution... to solve it once and for all, else no matter what, this issue will keep coming back to haunt us, even after we marry each other. i hope baby you will understand, when in the near future, i tell you, i cant meet you, cos i going out with my family, or spending time with my family. cos i realised that, communication within a family is very important.. i don't want to neglect them, neither do i want to neglect you.. so, i'll work out a balanced way/lifestyle to suit both you and my family.. don't worry, i won't force you to tag along for such outings.. cos i want to let my family know that i still care about this family... i don't want to neglect them, then regret later... our meetings might reduce, but it will mean less of a routine, more of quality time spent together. cos we will really cherish the time we have together.. don't worry baby, this are not signs that our relationship is heading down the drain. in fact its the opposite, i'm trying to rebuild this relationship, and rebuild my kinship with my family..
hope you understand..
muacks,
your dearest...
Photography-love (L)
