baby is out with his family for qing ming..
didnt join him.. but we did meet up at parkway for lunch..
thruout the rest of the day..
im infront of the lappy watching either movie or taiwan drama..
haha..

tioman trip is coming..
but they delay the stupid flight.. !#$%^&*!#$%^
hopefully baby can get sth out of dem for tat! grrrr....


well well..
here in the office waiting for time to pass on a Sat morning.. *yawn*
i practically hv nth to do.. really waste of my 3 precious hrs when i can zzzzz lyk a pig.. haha..

anyway, was out yester' with mich & steph.. was heading to Timbre (substation).. while waiting for the bday boy to come with his frens.. we patiently waited somewhr else so that he wont see us as it was meant to be a surprise.. we waited for half an hr??? mich decided to call the organizer and dey said dey r alrdy der infront of Stamford Raffles.. huh??? wad??? den we REALISED that we were at the WRONG Timbre.. its supposed to be the one near ACM & Arts House.. LOL. we made our way der.. tinking how he'll react when he sees us.. but.... when he saw us.. he was lyk, 'hey! you all are here!' huh??? wasnt it meant to be a surprise??? his frens told him tat we r coming.. DIAO. wad a surprise.. thru out 3 of us entertained ourselves.. cam-whoring.. had their yummy yummy flat pizza.. it was REALLY delicious.. the atmosphere der was pretty good.. we were facing the whole row of Boat Quay.. beautiful sight.. however, the band was not tat fantastic.. prefer Yello Jello thou.. haha..

alrite.. i shall STOP here.. tah-tah~


wah, first time i really think i need a break from work.. =(

luckily tioman trip coming! hehe.. can relax down there. xD

finally, i feel abit more rewarded and appreciated.. haha. at least i get 1mth de PB. which i think i totally deserve for the amt of work i doing.. hmmm.. hopefully, i can carry on the good work, and get higher next year! hehe!


i help u to count..
its 24 MORE DAYS to TIOMAN!
hahahaha..
go der relax.. hopefully the beach is nice der.. *pray hard*

watched Marley & Me today @ cine with baby..
great show.. love it.. =)


Countdown to Tioman! Haha! Left.. erm.. dunno how many days.. abit lazy to count. LOL!

Hmmm, Juggling many different roles and duties at work.. can be challenging at times, but sometimes quite fun.. sometimes quite tiring also..

aiyah! i dunno wad to blog abt la! aiyoh! haha!


happened to look thru baby's msgs yesterday..
(i dun always see ur msgs wor.. just when im bored..)
den found out tat baby didnt go for any funeral, instead he met cy and allen..
well.. basically talked bout me & his family..
jealous? sigh.. i feel tat its ridiculous..
unless dey cant bear to let u go.. forever a mummy's boy..
den in the first place.. dey shld hv set an age u can be attached.. diao.. noe tats not funny..
spending too much time w me? i supposed..
so now u hv to spend MORE time w dem.. i guess tats the only way..
honestly speaking.. even if dey really hv a bad impression of me on a few occasions..
which i dunno wad izit.. i'll still be the same.. still be gloria.. still be tat gal who noes nth..
haha.. me making myself sound so lousy.. which in fact.. tats wad dey tink..
i did said 'im tired'.. yes i am indeed tired.. den i would oso tink to myself.. im so young.. y make myself go thru all tis? izit fair to me? cant i enjoy being with the one i love w/o feeling so pressurized? sigh.. ur parents seeing too far into the future.. which is totally scary.. i scared one day i mite just freaked out.. n i wonder wad will happen next..


you know... i hate calling to a number and hear the god-damned voice mail. It defeats the purpose of buying you the phone, and when can just off it, and stay uncontactable. It's not funny.


baby,

i dun mind u spending time w ur family..
even if u say u wanna spend all e wkdays at home after ur day shift..
to help out w house chores or just to chit chat with dem..

cus i feel that.. im the reason u're drifting away from dem..
maybe tats the reason y dey 'dislike' me?
dey dun lyk u to hang out till late..
and all tis while.. im the one who wans to hang out late..
mayb to dem, after knowing me, u have changed..

u always say ur parents lyk to nag at u even if u do the 'right' thing..
but i wonder.. were dey lyk tis b4 u met me?
or parents are parents.. jus lyk to nag.. i dunno..

i need to let u noe first..
i will nv stop u from spending time w ur family..
but lyk wad u said..
i would rather not be involved in those gatherings..
noe its difficult for u sometimes..
mayb seeing ur dasao so close to ur family..
u hope tat i will be the same too..
but.. its just.. difficult..
ppl from different background hv different thinkings bah..

sometimes, im grateful tat ppl wanna help..
but i hate it when dey comment too much bout my family's decision..
forcing their way thru to make their point is even worse..

as to the process of my family getting our own flat.. i hope it will be kept between u and my family.. tats all.. i dun see a need for ur family to noe so soon.. i just wanna faster get a proper roof over my head tats all.. (my only bday wish this yr)..

hope u understand..

muacks.
gloria <3


i didnt say it.. but i slept at abt 12am last nite(sunday).. i too, shed tears.. cos i was wondering.. will it ever be possible for you to come into my family.. i really hope that it will happen, and i really want it to happen.. but i know, it will be very difficult..

but first.. i must try to get back into my family, slowly talk to them, to let them know of this problem.. then we can come to a solution... to solve it once and for all, else no matter what, this issue will keep coming back to haunt us, even after we marry each other. i hope baby you will understand, when in the near future, i tell you, i cant meet you, cos i going out with my family, or spending time with my family. cos i realised that, communication within a family is very important.. i don't want to neglect them, neither do i want to neglect you.. so, i'll work out a balanced way/lifestyle to suit both you and my family.. don't worry, i won't force you to tag along for such outings.. cos i want to let my family know that i still care about this family... i don't want to neglect them, then regret later... our meetings might reduce, but it will mean less of a routine, more of quality time spent together. cos we will really cherish the time we have together.. don't worry baby, this are not signs that our relationship is heading down the drain. in fact its the opposite, i'm trying to rebuild this relationship, and rebuild my kinship with my family..

hope you understand..

muacks,
your dearest...


its 1130pm now..
i noe i slept alot today.. but im still tired..
b4 i go to slp..
i wanna say sth..

baby, tgt for 2yrs le..
ur feelings for me still as strong ma?
i hope so..
i tink im getting used to my life with u.. tat now it seems lyk we r tgt cus we r used to being with each other.. not cus we love each other..
i dun wanna come to a pt when meeting up is a routine.. hanging out is a chore..
both of us are 2 different ppl from 2 totally different family background..
while ur family lyks to do wad a normal family would do.. such as hving dinner tgt..
my family is the opposite.. oso cus im from a broken family bah..
in actual fact.. im trying my best not to bother bout wad ur family tinks bout me..
i've tried.. and i failed..
the more i try.. the more i would rather give up..
u said u envy allen and cy cus deir gfs are close to their family..
tats wad you tink.. but we also dunno the fact..
but i hv to make it clear.. im perfectly ok with ur dad and ur bro..
sigh.. how i wish ur family wasnt so difficult to get along..
den u wont be so xin ku stuck in between..
mayb ders just tis gap between the gals in ur family and me bah..
mayb 'ba zi bu he'..
sorry tat cus of tis.. we end up quarreling.. we end up being pek chek with each other..
i really didnt mean it.. but it still happened.. sorry..

how i wish one day i can be myself when im w ur family..
but i guess tat day will nv come..
its not ur fault baby.. its just me..


ever since baby started smsing me..
till we ended our msn conversation..
i was crying thru out..
my shirt and bolster is soaking wet..
silly me..

i wasted another wkend just lyk tat..
i promise it wont happen again..
if not..
u can do anything u want..
be it ignore me or dun talk to me..

im really sorry..


You had a BLAST. but maybe it doesn't matter anymore.


2 years and 22 days. The root of the problem still exists..

I don't know what will go on from now on..



I HAD A BLAST THAT DAY..
THANK YOU BABY FOR THE SURPRISE!
I LOVE YOU.


YOU'RE 21 YEARS OLD! BABY!!!

Baby, you've turned 21!!! Hope you really enjoyed the chalet, though both of us were super duper busy! hehe.. Hope you liked the surprise i had for u as well, though the idea wasn't original.. Haha..

Hopefully, this year will be a good year for you! And i really hope that your one and only birthday wish will be fulfilled..

Muacks, baby, i love you.

Loving you for who you are...

Dearest,
Your baby..

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