The Stories
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Reassurances...
Its been a while since i last blogged.. and its been a crazy week. crazy in terms of workload, mental stress, physical tiredness.. 1 week of AWT revision. sounds simple, yet its so tough.. taxing on both the brain and body.. for the first time, in my air force time, i am attending a course, and i never ever closed my eyes to take a short nap before. perhaps its my interest in this field, or perhaps i feel pressured, or perhaps i just want to do well for this AWT test.. All these factors contribute to me staying awake throughout the whole week of lessons.. However boring or mono they are.
NDP Fatigue is getting more and more taxing. we have to feed more and more people, carry more and more stores, prepare more and more ration points for them, and distribute the rations to them efficiently and effectively. the number of mouths we have to feed keep increasing, but our manpower is stagnant. 10 Changi Air Base people, producing the effectiveness of 20odd people. Perhaps its the excellent leadership, constant prep talk, detailed SODBs, that make us mentally prepared for what's coming up next.. But this thing will just get crazier. Imagine. 9000bottles of Newater bottles to be collected from Nee Soon Camp, loaded to 5tonner, sent over to Marina Bay, to load into the Air-Con container, then when Saturday comes, we unload all to the 5 tonner again, bring over to the actual site, then, unload from the 5tonner down to the parade area. That isn't all. this week alone, we have 150 bottles of 25litres POLAR water to load. And all these stores, are just for this Saturday. Imagine, how tiring it will be. Sigh.
Went to Hazwan's BBQ on friday, met a few new faces. I'll be perfectly honest to myself, and you, my dearest girl. I'm a normal guy. Guys' eyes will always stray around. Yes, i'll admit i'll look at good-looking girls. But i've always drawn a very clear cut line. I'll
ONLY admire from afar. That's the most i will do. I wil never ever make any move. Reason being, i know my feelings very clearly, i know my heart very clearly, i know who i want, who i love, and who i need. The person is always you, Gloria Goh.. I know sometimes u might get jealous over me looking at other girls, but my reassurance to you is that, You're the Only One for Me. No one else can occupy your space in my heart. No other girl can come between us.
I'm just saying all these, because i don't want you to have any other sort of unhealthy ideas or thinking. Friends are friends, and will always remain as friends. You, are my girlfriend, and my future wife. No one will ever replace you.
Hugs and Kisses. I love you baby.
Just a few more days, and its our 16th month anniversary together. Time flies. And i cant imagine how my past 16 months would be, if i didnt know you. Maybe its too late, but i'll just want to say this anyway.
Thank you for coming into my life my dear.
I Love You.
Photography-love (L)
