oh well, baby's been bugging me to blog... not tat i dun want to really, but today's the only day i had some time to blog actually, but i forgot to blog in the afternoon.. heh..

anyways, baby, i read the the answers.. t0 my questions.. i mean.. finally, i get to see some assurance.. i've always been talking abt security, me needing it too, and finally, u provided me with some.. well, its better late than never... makes me love you even more, really.. thanks for being there my dear.. really do love you..

hopefully all will go smoothly with u staying over at kelvin's.. and hopefully, your mum will get to her senses and faster get a place.. it isnt nice to impose on other ppl for too long either.. kinda bad outstaying your welcome.. like wad happened over at your aunt's place.. we need to push ur mum more.. make her get a house fast.. else.. things might get out of hand..

tmr gotta work.. sad.. oh well, this week is a short week! monday off, thurs public holiday.. woot. work 3 days only.. sat isnt really counted.. cos its like go there to sleep only... heh. weird..

anyway, i just wanna say, thanks for being by my side always baby.. though we do have our quarrels and arguments, we always still love each other.. never giving up on each other.. =) I LOVE YOU BABY!


baby hv to help out with tis yr's NDP.. doing fatigue=sai kang.. haha..



answering your qns...

1.) Am i controlling you? Controlling you from mixing around with the people you know, your friends? How are you reacting to this if i do control you?

baby.. i mentioned in one of my previous blog.. i dun hv any close frens.. now in my life.. ders only you, my mum, my sis & bro.. even thou des n ken are quite close to me.. i dun talk to dem often too.. u r not controlling me.. i can choose who i wanna hang out with.. but i dun hv anyone to hang out with.. so dats another story baby.. i dunno whether u've controlled me.. but i feel tat so far u hv always tried to let me do e things i wanna do w/o complaining.. so.. to conclude.. u r not controlling me..

2.) Am i always breathing down your neck? Not giving you breathing space? Am i always taking up all the time you have? Spending all the time with you, not allowing you time to spend with your friends? Again, how are you reacting to this if i do always breath down your neck?

i noe u wanna spend more time w me.. i dun tink u r breathing down my neck.. im still breathing n i really dun mind spending time and meeting you 24/7.. i feel secure when u'r beside this blur gal (me lar)..

3.) Am i too focused on you? Not giving each other enough space to have freedom, have free time?

we always give each other space.. u r always giving me space to have my own freedom.. but i scared im controlling u.. sths when u hang out w ur frens till too late i wont really lyk..

4.) Am i always keeping my thoughts to myself? Not sharing my problems, my thoughts, my feelings with you?

tis u need to ask urself.. r u keeping alot of things frm me? do u feel insecure bout our relationship?


i dun tink i've answered all ur qns correctly.. but anyway.. baby.. OC is OC.. its a show.. dun use it as a guide to judge our relationship.. hao bu hao?

love u.. muacks..


after watching a few episodes of the OC.. i cant help but think of these few questions...

1.) Am i controlling you? Controlling you from mixing around with the people you know, your friends? How are you reacting to this if i do control you?

2.) Am i always breathing down your neck? Not giving you breathing space? Am i always taking up all the time you have? Spending all the time with you, not allowing you time to spend with your friends? Again, how are you reacting to this if i do always breath down your neck?

3.) Am i too focused on you? Not giving each other enough space to have freedom, have free time?

4.) Am i always keeping my thoughts to myself? Not sharing my problems, my thoughts, my feelings with you?


I'm afraid you will feel that i'm controlling you, afraid that you think that i am always breathing down your neck, not giving you the space you want.. Afraid that you will use all these against me.. I'm afraid that some other guy will come into our relationship, and provide you with what i cannot.. In the sense of giving you all the freedom you want, not restricting you.. And you might leave with that guy.. Leaving me behind..

In fact, the more i think about it, i realise i'm actually at fault for what happened yesterday.. I mean, if i didnt control you, restrict you, force you to go to the airport to pick up my parents with me, all these wouldn't have had happened. You would not leave me in the lurch just like that, leaving the airport just like that. I know you feel inferior to YS. i know you feel inferior when my parents are around. But i hope you will understand.. If all goes well, we will be married to each other.. You'll have to face them all the time in the future.. why not start now? they are trying their best to bring you into our lifes. but you have always been restricting yourself, always against it.. always avoiding them.. that's why your relationship with them have been stagnant.

So what if they treat YS better than they treat you? So what if they treat my brother better than they treat me? All that matters is the TWO of us are happy. Its OUR relationship, its not THEIRS. Why let what other people's thoughts, actions affect us? All that matters is we do not let such things affect us.. We need not bother about what other people think, or what people say.. We only need to be happy with each other..

Baby, currently our relationship have been quite smoothsailing.. i hope it will always be this way.. hopefully, no one will come between us.. Baby, i trust you, i love you.. I hope you won't make me lose my trust.. OK?


baby.. im sorry.. i left e airport on impulse.. didnt noe wad went thru my mind.. i jus wanted to walk off as i didnt noe wad else i shld do.. i neglected ur feelings.. i made u lost trust in me.. i deserve it.. wad happened today was all becus i didnt inform u of e time.. but how wld i noe when i'll end when i cant wrk w e pple ard me.. having a vacant com is so damn difficult as 3 person hv to share one com.. sigh.. stupid job.. idoitic ppl.. whr only BIMBOS and HIMBOS belong..

i tink i was too tired too.. i wanna leave early but i oso wanna complete my wrk n not drag till tmr den complete.. things will keep piling if i dun clear the stuff.. sigh.. everyday see resumes.. fun meh?

sorry for worrying bout me today..
sorry for leaving e airport..
sorry for betraying ur trust..
promise it wont happen agn..

hearts.



I LOVE YOU BABY.

psst! im waiting for you to hv dinner with me! =)


omg.. the past few days have been exceptionally crazy.. i've been spending loads of time with baby,but i cant seem to get enuff of it..heh.. baby i love u! and i want u by my side, ALWAYS!!! hehe..

anyway, i've been really busy for the past few days.. formatting baby's laptop, clearing my house, doing housework.. hmmm.. my room is much neater than before.. and i've cleared the shelves of the junk, so now i jus need to wait till i get enuff money to buy the liverpool stuff and display them... heh..

anyway, baby.. i'm sry i took so long with ur laptop.. till now i dun think i have installed everything yet.. been real busy today.. maybe friday i need to use ur laptop again.. hmmm...

i'm sleeping soon le! good nite!


baby baby! dun worry abt friends ok? for one, i will always be by your side, whenever u need me de.. another thing is, maybe when u go to ur new work place, u get to find a really good bunch of friends? you will never know wat the future will bring you right? like how i didnt like a few of my friends earlier, but now we are best of buddies.. so, it takes time.. dun worry baby, i'll be by your side, while you look for friends.. and i'm sure my dear darling will find her best friends soon! muackx!


sths i tink im lack of true frens..
or mayb all e while it has been lyk tat..
ber was once a close fren, now she is no longer one..
on either of our wedding day, i guess none will be each others bridesmaid..
thot cld try being frens w nicole, but our character jus dun click.. so i see no pt..
yunlei was a poly fren n nth close den tat..
mich has so many other close frens, im one of dem, but not v close thou..
e netball gals r out of my life.. we meet twice a yr.. n tats it..

for now.. my closest fren i guess i desmond bah.. seldom meet up, but when we do meet up, we'll still be as crazy as b4.. ken still ok lor..

no more other frens le..

noe baby in my life alrdy more den enuf le..
but sths i feel.. i still nd frens..

=(


today whole day out w baby's family.. cus ching qing jie..





1 mth + 1 wk in RE le..
tat oso means i dun hv to go back on sats le..
can really rest during e wkends.. =D
got to noe a new fren, Claris frm RE.. we hv e same thinking..
she has been in e co. for 8mths.. n she oso dun lyk e job..
well.. at least i hv someone whom i can tok to..


had tis not so nice grill combo at Delifrance.. luckily had e $10 voucher..

will be running n excercising ltr..
i feel FAT.. tummy protruding out le! *faint*



baby, of cos i will support u in wad ever u do.. even if u make decisions that i dun really like or approve of, i will still support u.. cos ultimately i still want u to be the happiest girl on earth.. happiness is paramount.. money is second to it.. so, although u might get a lower paying job, and u are happy with it, it is equivalent to getting a hugh paying job oso..

with a lower pay, baby, u must manage your finances better oso... we have to set aside a amount monthly to save, for our marriage.. ok?


I've made my decision.

Baby, thanks alot for ur support when i made the decision.

I hope you really understand why I've decided to do this.

I just wanna live life happier. Even if the salary is lower.

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