The Stories
Monday, March 31, 2008
been awhile since i last blogged.. couple of things happened.. to me. haha... knocked my face flat on to a pole.. and my nose is still hurting till now.. hope its nth serious.. >.<
anyway.. i know baby dun like her current job.. but i hope, baby will get wad i mean today.. job hopping wun be good for her, her career, and her family... baby, u need a stable job... so, pls go think abt wad i said ok?
lastly, i NAG cos i CARE!!! HAH!
Photography-love (L)
Saturday, March 29, 2008
back in the office blogging.. =p
i finished doing the following:
- Cleared my folders (filled with CVs)
- Printed ALOT of resumes to call next week
- Cleared Inbox (if not new mails can't come in!)
- Posted two ads, hope will attract ALOT of candidates to write in
Thats it. I've done what I wanna do.. =D
So here i am blogging lor..
haha.. baby's in temple..
gonna go John Little Sale ltr.. dunno will go Body shop de not..
its FREEZING cold here.. LOL
Off to play wahjong! haha..
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
baby sound v sad..
cus it seems lyk his own family wont help him when he needs help.. sigh..
baby starting night shift nex wk le.. so wont get to meet him for dinner le.. alternate wks will not get to look forward to dinner w bao bei le.. =( nvm.. either meet my sis or frens bah..
i've wrked in RE for close to 1 mth le.. $1k plus contract.. $1.8k for perm.. hmm.. CEO said at least $5k in total per mth.. jia you bah gloria.. dunno how long i'll stay.. but conversion to perm.. mayb will really earn more bah.. see how things go.. wonder my pay will come in at midnight not.. sigh.. if not.. i'll be damn sad.. cus totally broke liao.. tis wk seem to pass v slowly.. luckily tmr last day of e wk le.. den sat is oso e last sat i nd to go back.. but mayb sometimes i'll go back on sat to clear my stuff bah.. im tired.. one thing i hate bout sitting infront of e com is tat i'll hv backache.. sigh.. so young only lyk tat..k la.. i shld be gg to play viwawa le..
love u baby..
Photography-love (L)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
haha baby! always call oso not very nice to hear le ma.. once in a while can le.. dun need always de ok? hehe..
muackx! love you wor baby! anyways, i'm surprised tat baby finally blogged.. haha.. tot u will be so busy with viwawa or work tat u forgot! >.< anyway, i'm glad u did!
yay! past few days kept spending time alone at home with baby.. really liked the feeling.. hehe.. hope we can spend more of such quality time together ok? MUACKX!
Photography-love (L)
Saturday, March 22, 2008
im in the office blogging!
naughty naughty..
lol.. cus mentor nv turn up today..
so im free! haha..
will be leaving the office in half hrs time..
its FREEZING cold here.. brrrrr..
called 4 candidates..
interviewed one candidate..
ta-dah.. im done for the day (self declared... haha)
dun wanna hang out late tonite le..
tired.. wanna play viwawa instead.. lol..
baby's in e temple rite now..
wonder wad time can i meet him..
cya ltr my dear (u lyk me calling u tat rite..)
muacks..
Photography-love (L)
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
last few days baby has been asking y i nv go blog..
so here i am.. =p
wah.. gonna get a sore throat soon.. n tis is bad.. cus i cnt afford to lose my voice!
last wk has been sort of a roller coaster for us..
we talked afew things out at beach culture (baby ended up spending)
den ok le.. i didnt feel lyk gg home.. so asked baby to call his frens out..
we ended up at east coast play catch catch n pool.. left 2plus..
damn tired after tat.. so gonna stop hanging out late on sat for awhile..
love u baobei.. im waiting for one CSO to answer my call..
waited lyk 5mins le? wth..
Photography-love (L)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
14th March 2008.
It was a real toller coaster ride for me.. Before i met up with baby (i'm not sure if i'm still allowed to call her this..) i mentioned to CY, "i'm very sian.. everyday at work, i feel like going mad.. i cant talk with them at all.. freaking childish, and theres nth to talk abt. then when i look at my hp, i feel even more demoralised.. if i sms baby, i cant expect a reply, cos there will be none. if i manage to call her, and she manage to pick up, we talk for 1 mins tops. and she sounds very distracted. after work, if i do meet her, its jus for dinner, and she will jus talk abt her work.. leaving no room for us to talk abt us." i don't know how other ppl will handle this.. but am i asking too much? all i am hoping is to have a listening ear, someone to talk to, some attention. i hate coming home. whenever i come home, i'll be arrowed with everything, nagged at everything.
yest, during work, i was literally begging CY to come out and pei me, cos i jus dreaded going home, and being alone at home for the whole nite.. i didnt want to disturb baby, cos i jus wanted her to have some of her own time, letting her enjoy herselves.. but i guess everything backfired..
Yesterday, we were on the verge of breaking up, and i don't know are we still on the verge of breaking up now. True, i did cry, yest at the staircase there.. You can scold me for being childish or immature.. but i expected more.. i didnt expect u to say that.. because i have never ever shed tears in public ever before. if i didnt love you that deeply, the tears would not have flowed out, and if i didnt love you tat deeply, i would never ever have cried.. i cried cos of the way u were treating me..
you might say i am being selfish, and want some attention from you.. but have u ever asked urself this qns? whenever u need someone, i AM there! but whenever i need someone, were u there? previously, when i shed cried at home, on the bed, i expected u to hug me tight.. but what did you do? you scolded me.. you hit me! all i wanted was a hug.. and some consoling words, why cant i have them? when u cried, wad was the first thing i did? i hugged u tight.. tried to console you.. i don't understand why u acted this way..
all you needed to do was to tell me to stop msging nicole, and i will stop. all u needed to say, was jus say i dun like u msging her, or other girls, i will stop.. cos i care for u more than anyone or anything else.
last nite, i was reading thru the 100 reasons u compiled for me.. read till #20th ++ and my tears started flowing again.. guess its cos i really love you, and really bu she de ni.. but i cant say the same for you right now, unlike last time.. when i could just say that my gf loves me alot.. that's the gap betw us i'm talking abt.. sigh.. i'm such a failure..
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, March 13, 2008
oh, and i forgot to add.. this week will be a even more lonely week.. friday baby cant meet me.. and its our 13th month anniversary.. cos she has to attend mich's bdae party.. sat, i can only meet her for dinner.. cos she has to go out with des they all to so called celeb her belated bdae. half of the weekend, i dun get to see her. sigh.
I AM SO LONELY!!!!! I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING!!!
Photography-love (L)
sigh.. I AM BORED AT HOME!!! i tot i could go out, and buy some groceries, to cook a feast for baby this sunday.. ended up my dad suggested that he went out to buy instead, since he's paying anyway.. i didnt know wad to say.. so, LL say ok lor, u go ba..
anyways, i really miss baby these few weeks.. dunno why.. maybe cos i feel insecure.. need baby with me.. cos its like ever since baby started work, we talk to each other less and less.. less sms betw us, less calls.. i dun like this feeling.. i want baby to be always by my side.. i know i'm selfish.. but i really miss you my dear..
now baby's out with nicole.. hope they will be good friends.. let them have some girl's time bah.. wun disturb them..
MISS YOU BABY!
Photography-love (L)
Sunday, March 09, 2008
today, was the first time i guess, baby saw me shed tears... i dunno why i cried, really.. but the tears jus came.. i see baby in such pain, it really hurt me.. i see baby taking my care for her as nagging, and me being irritating, and it hurts me as well... i told baby, i only have her in my heart.. she knows it... i told her, i want more care.. more sense of security months ago... but she didnt do anything abt it... and it really hurt me..
i know, i was damn fucked up when i contacted the other girl.. but i didnt expect baby to have such a big reaction.. all the while, i tot baby is quite open with me, ok with me talking to other girls.. but perhaps, this time, i really went too far. i'm sorry baby.. i really am.. i wun repeat it again.. i promise.. muackx.. baby, in my heart, u are my one and only. no one will be able to replace u. not even the prettiest girl in the world.. not even felicia chin =P not even Hebe or anyone else. u are the one i want, the one i need, and lastly, the one i dedicate my life to.
i love you baby.
Photography-love (L)
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
as baby mentioned.. yup.. i will be meeting up w the FIRST candidate for an interview tgt w my mentor.. when i told my mentor tat i've got an interview tmr, she clapped her hands! haha~ happy for me oso.. cus only 2nd day.. gloria jia you! still not used to the wrk process.. but quite comfortable w e wrking environment.. even thou its noisy most of e time (with ppl shouting offers here n der), but at least e noise keeps me awake! lol.. passed two days has been screening countless of resumes.. calling countless of ppl.. its e same process everyday.. main motive is to get a contract or a perm job accepted.. which will add on to our margin (incentives).. so far im ok w e job.. wrking hrs may not be fixed.. but e time pass really fast when u're wrking..
im tired.. slpy.. haha.. love u my bao bei..
Photography-love (L)
omg.. baby ask me blog le.. =( sigh.. i busy la! tats y nv blog ma.. >.<
anyways, past few days have been eventful.. had to help out with CAB ALS COC ceremony.. was quite slack la.. haha..
sunday was baby's 20th birthday!!! felt so bad la! didnt manage to get her anything.. only had a small celebration at beach cabana in east coast, with F4.. haha.. when i get my pay i must reward baby le! its her bdae after all! and, baby has just started on her new job!! psst! she jus secured her first interviewee, and she will interview him/her tmr.. haha.. hope tat person will get accepted, then baby can get her first commission! haha..
miss you loads wor baby! =)
muackx, love you. =)
Photography-love (L)
