The Stories
Sunday, February 17, 2008
time flies. it really flies. i feel as if, 14th feb 2007 was just a week ago, but in actual fact, it has been more than 1 year.. i couldn't feel that 1 year have passed. perhaps, its the reason that i really enjoyed myself thoroughly throughout the previous year. thus it did not appear lengthy..
much have happened in the past 1 year.. be it, sad, happy, joyous, cheerful, tearful, we have weathered through them, together as one. we may have had arguments, minor quarrels, major quarrels, but each time, i believe, our love for each other have never wavered. in fact, it was cos of the love we have for each other that we end up quarrelling at times.. me caring too much for you, unhappy that you go home late, or me worried you will be too tired, and restricting the frequency of which you work.. or your love for me, like how u resisted the idea of me joining my buddies to some late night gaming.. and how you relented in the end, bcos you knew that that was what i really wanted, and u decided to sacrifice slightly, and let me join them for some fun..
the past year, was full of ups and downs.. but never once, have i regretted being with you. never once have i thought that its just my luck for knowing you, and never once have i regretted being with you, despite your family problems. i've changed. i've stood up as a man, like i should, instead of cowing away from such problems as i did earlier in my previous relationships. perhaps, it was cos i could really feel a connection with you. a real strong connection. a connection that has never weakened, after 1 year.. but has in fact, strengthened.. strengthened to such a extent that i can feel that you, have in fact decided to open up more to me.. and it's precisely becos of such happenings that really spice up our relationship, and keep our relationship going strong...
you have always done me proud, always standing by my side, always providing a listening ear to my problems, though you don't really understand what is going on at times, but you really try to listen.. this, i really appreciate.. thank you. now, you have found a new job, a full time job, and i'm sure you will do me proud once again, and not disappoint me. you have the potential to earn more than me, and i really hope you will.
there were times, when i misunderstood your feelings, and blamed you for what happened, but after you told me of what was going on, i really understood, i really can feel, how much you really care for me, how much you really love, and cherish the things i have done for you.. though there are times when you don't show it to me.. you crying when you realised that the gift i worked so hard on malfunctioned... you cutting out and designing 100 hearts, and writing on each and every one of them, a different reason on why you love me so much. you really touched me.. and i have never felt this way before.. and, you surprising me at home the other time, with the things you have done, which i never ever dreamed or expected that you will do such stuff, really showed that you really want to show how much you appreciate me, how much you love me..you always seeking my opinion first before doing anything, really showed that you at least respected me as a boyfriend, a partner..
to me, it is really because of such small things that made our relationship this strong, and i will never ever allow our relationship to deteriorate.. i hope we can always maintain this relationship as a very strong one.
darling, i want you to know that throughout the past 1 year, i have really enjoyed every second, every minute of my life, as i know that you are always by my side, and no where else. this shall be our first year anniversary together, and it will never be our last.
how i wish, that there are more than these 3 words to tell you how i feel for you, but sadly, there are none. I Love You, Baby. Words cannot describe my feelings for you fully, and neither can words describe our relationship. Only actions can, and i will continue to use my actions to show you how much i really love you.
Loving you eternally,
Nivel Lim
Photography-love (L)
