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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
still in the office.. waiting to fang gong.. baby meetin me at tpy ltr.. wanna go eat kuay chap.. but rainin.. see how bah.. baby gonna start wrk tmr le.. =( gloria muz be strong wor! ohya.. he sent me to wrk tis morning.. cuz didnt meet him yester'.. went to buy my clothes.. miss u baby.. haha.. but meetin u le!!! YEAH!! love u! mauckz~
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
heez.. in e office now.. its 10.15am.. sorted out some namecards.. hv nth to do now.. my senior hvin her meeting.. tink can relax till 12pm le.. haha.. im bored la! but chattin w mich online.. heez.. baby still slpin i tink.. muackz baby.. love u..
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Monday, February 26, 2007
27.02.07
2wks plus nv update le.. told baby bout tis blog le.. hmm.. so i tink i shld update whenever possible so he can read oso.. met baby todae after wrk.. i wanted to see him de.. but when he told me he lied to his parents sayin he meetin his fren.. i was hurt.. haiz.. nvm la.. i noe i hurt him even more todae.. im sorry baby.. i'll try my best to be more understanding k? i go slp le..
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10.02.07
e nite b4 ief pp.. nivel brought me the dinner he cooked from home.. ief pp itself was a total disaster.. todae's ec was gd.. went out w him todae for movie.. its bout drug dealers de.. tink its nice lo.. v interesting.. bought a wrkin top at dp.. took a long bus journey to tamp.. bought mondo shoe der.. drank my java chip agn! more chocolate tis time.. studied at mac till 9plus.. den come home le.. im tired.. gonna knock out any moment le.. love u baby..
07.02.07
yester' went tamp lib w nivel to study.. nth much happen lo.. todae supposed to go sch for om tut de.. but i too lazy to wake up.. thot gg lib to study instead.. but in the end went to nivel's hse.. he drove e car n come fetch me la! cool ah~ haha.. i studied in his room while he did some house chores.. he cooked dinner oso.. played w his sis.. wah.. can c super notti n stubborn de lo.. his mum was nice.. =) ard 8.. we left den went tamp mac n I continued studyin.. can see he was super tired.. he slpin now le.. hmm.. v long nv had tis feelin le.. heart juz kept pumping super fast.. in love w tis guy le.. serious.. cant wait for exams to be over den can spend time w him.. baby.. i love u..
05.02.07
didnt slp last nite! the java chip i had at starbucks la.. haha.. went to meet nivel.. went tpy took 157 to mediacorp.. saw pat mok.. lol.. whole journry 1 n half hr plus bah.. den went to hajar's hse.. slept awhile.. den told her i leavin early.. cant study in her hse leh.. nivel cooked dinner den i ate at eunos.. took bus den received call frm ah heng.. so went sq n take my pay.. ended up at mac.. i studied awhile.. hmm.. now i lyk nivel to be near me.. haha.. he said we officially togetha 15th.. but we treat it as 14th.. haha.. cuz nicer.. i wanna slp le! nitez.
04.02.07
yester' went to study at airport w hajar.. nivel came find me twice.. was sort of touched he came to acc me.. den we chatted till close to 12.. was nice chattin w him.. den tink im really seriously fallin for him le.. todae we oso studied der.. steph came awhile.. he came at ard 8.. den sent me home.. =) actually was supposed to cook dinner for me tmr.. but gg hajar's hse to study.. anyway gonna meet him in the mornin to go to mediacorp.. muz figure out the route.. hmm.. he mentioned bout ROM stuffs.. i was scared.. dunno y.. haiz.. too fast to talk bout tat ba.. kk.. update agn.. tata!
02.02.07
wed went to sch for briefing.. b4 tat went SP studied awhile.. yay! mediacorp pay is $500! haha.. den at nite went to find him at tamp mac.. watched e soccer match oso.. haha.. yester' went city hall.. he needed to replace his fren's espirit card.. so he had to spend $150.. he bought me a shirt.. after tat, he still bought corrine may's cds n a headphone for me.. after tat we went bras bersah mac to study.. den left 7plus.. thot go his hse der n study.. but e light was too dim.. so i went home.. tis morning woke up alittle late.. had to take cab down.. cuz meetin him to watch the happy birthday movie at PS.. den bought mos burger n thai express burger for mummy.. haha.. we ate der.. he spent close to $50 la! haiyo.. received a msg from ken sayin david hospitalised.. so went to visit him at SGH.. nivel accied me der.. ohya.. my ex ex msg me.. tink todae onwards he can relax le.. but i didnt reply him.. ber said to choose properly.. shld i go w someone i lyk.. or go w someone who teng wo.. noe w ch.. life will be nth special.. w nivel.. lotsa surprises.. i'll slowly fall for nivel..
30.01.07
sun nivel came to surprise me at wrk.. didnt expect him to come.. but he left early.. yester', he sent me to sch in e morning.. den at nite supposed to meet but didnt.. knew he was angry.. but he didnt throw any temper n i was shocked.. todae didnt go for ief tut.. our proj got F sia.. die la.. met hajar at west mall.. nivel came ard 4plus.. he didnt send me home todae.. didnt want him to.. tmr mornin gg his sch study.. cuz no whr else to study le.. hajar not free oso..
27.01.07
durin wrk, ard lunch time.. nivel bought california roll n ju hua for me.. so swt.. he went airport study w his fren awhile den came back to tamp.. he waited for me to fang gong lo! he oso bought me porridge for dinner.. =) he waited v v long.. i came out of e shop onli 10.45.. haiyo.. felt so bad la.. was nice leanin on his shoulders on the bus back.. told him after my exams den we'll be official ba.. he said he will wait.. he asked whether wanna overnite after my exams.. c how ba.. actually wont hv much time to spend w him.. tats y he tryin to meet me as much as he can..
26.01.07
mornin too lazy to wake up early go ec lect.. den thot slp 2more hrs den go for om tut.. end up om tut cancelled.. cool ah.. slept till 12pm.. cuz ief tut at 2 mah.. haha.. after sch.. met nivel at SP for awhile.. ohya.. saw ziyong in SP la! so qiao lo! hajar had her dinner der.. nivel went for his dinner while me n hajar went to e airport.. 8plus.. nivel turned up w/o informin me.. he bought sone bitter drink for me.. cuz he noe i got his virus.. was swt of him.. =) he held my hand under e table.. really felt protected.. hajar den mentioned bout his bond thing.. den i started to anyhow tink le.. didnt wan him to hold me n stuff.. he was sad i noe.. but on e bus i tried to forget bout watever was said n juz enjoyed the trip back w him.. told him to give me some time.. i wont disappear de.. i oso wanna be der for him.. he said he duno wad to do if im not with him.. n suddenly im so impt to him.. he oso said , 'baby, i want u to noe tat im truly madly deeply in love with u'. i sort of held my breathe after readin it..cuz no one said tat to me b4.. he asked me to let him enter my life.. i said im not prepared.. to tink of being alone most of the time scares me.. but i noe i need to understand.. he is a great guy i cnt denie it.. he has everything i wanted in a bf.. he can take care of me w/o me worryin we wont hv money.. he drives.. he dotes on me.. he loves me.. hmm.. but i only noe him for 8days.. will wateva i'v said change after we togetha for long? i wanna love him whole heartedly.. i dun wanna hurt him.. when im ready, i'll tell him.. give me time..
25.01.07
todae was the last day for IS.. as usual.. Mr Tio ended e class on time.. haiz.. but the whole class took a photo togetha n it was nice la! haha.. went to SP n study w nivel instead.. noe i alittle siao but i can trust tat he wont do anything n he really didnt.. =) he sent me home.. den held his hand on the bus back home.. hmm.. wonderin wat i was doing.. alight le he held my hand.. but we not togetha wor.. dunno we'll be togetha not.. i lyk e serious side of him.. really..
24.01.07
din realised last few days didnt update.. let me recall wat happen.. hmm.. sun wrk at SK nth much happened lo.. mon went airport w hajar after sch.. nivel came in e evening to study oso.. he was nice n all.. den tues mornin received a msg from him 'morning baby', was kinda shocked.. den i said to slow things down.. he said scared after enlist le den sad.. den i was wondering if he gonna enlist so soon.. den i how? i dun even noe him tat well.. we r not even stable.. if he go for his air force thing, will my feelings for him fade cuz i wont meet him often? is he e right guy for me? i seriously dunno.. todae went airport agn.. he gave me a keychain.. i made a remark sayin it wasnt sincere.. e v nex moment, a bouquet of roses appeared infront of mi.. haiyo.. i was shocked cuz he is really movin too fast.. told him i wasnt ready to enter into another relationship cuz i was afraid to commit le.. n i dun wanna enter into a relationship tat will onli last for awhile.. i realised he is a adidas boy.. ok.. tats gd.. he is kinda cute to me.. n when he is concern bout me.. he'll be really diff.. its nice to noe tat someone cares so much bout me.. but its lyk everything is coming so fast!
20.01.07
mornin woke up received an sms frm nivel.. haha.. sayin his sis woke him up super early.. haha.. guess wat.. he bought for me lunch to my wrkplace todae.. wonder how he managed to find e shop.. haha.. was nice of him thou.. dey say he look v young compared to me.. haiyo.. tat bad meh.. mayb cuz of his hair la.. one msg he said he will study n stop tinkin bout me.. lol.. tink of me for wat.. den he said he oso dunno y he tinkin of me.. haha.. zy angry la! haiyo.. said nivel lyks me.. haha.. i onli noe him 3days la! super short! muz slowly la.. hmm.. i tink i'll end up w him.. serious.. mummy said he is cute.. lol.. haha.. =p after wrk went to buy 2 shorts for sch.. haiyo.. im broke!
19.01.07
im superbly full la! ate crystal jade n swensons ice cream.. practically bloated! yay! im posted to mediacorp for my attachment!!! heez.. kind enuf of kpt to tell me.. overslept todae cuz phone no batt, so alarm didnt rang.. went onli for ief tut.. open hse was ok la.. nth special.. no more duties le.. haha.. nivel studies at e airport oso! haha~ he sign on to air force for 10yrs la! my god! so long!!! i cant slp so soon.. need to digest the food! so muz control! need to do something after i hv bathe.. need to keep awake for another 2hrs.. cant slp w the stomach full of food! haha.. i still cant believe my attachment is at mediacorp.. so cool la! super excited! but wat if go der.. den not fun at all.. hope not! haha.. i miss hvin a bf.. forgot e feelin of it le.. mon hv 2 presentation.. sianz.. ohya.. need to go for all e lects nex wk! impt!!! haha..
18.01.07
mornin went to sch cldnt get steph n mich.. so pissed la.. went to CC for zest den met mich der.. was shocked when i realised twss didnt brought any stuffs to decorate their booth.. n i totally forgot bout it.. n i didnt remind dem at all.. so me n my fren ran all e way to co-op n bought $20++ stuffs to let dem decorate.. was proud of dem when dey could complete it in one hr.. was gd for a last min wrk.. love ya guys n im gonna miss u all! met hajar for ec w mrs tang.. left after awhile cuz had to report for duty for open hse.. wore e flowery shirt.. haha.. was nice la i tink.. haha.. had to guide e first grp of guys i saw.. der were 5 of dem.. dey looked old but i didnt ask much.. dey were fun la.. haha.. went frm room to room.. at TRM room.. dey wanted to noe amelia n beverly.. at BIT room.. we took a pic together n send it to our email on e spot.. was waitin den realised dey wanted me to join in.. was shocked la.. so embarassing la! 5 guys n one girl.. haiyo.. at ACC room.. the golf part was super funny! dey managed to win themselves sakae sushi vouchers.. haha.. at e end of it.. asked dem to fill deir particulars in e lucky draw.. tis guy wrote my name n email den ask wats my no. didnt wanna giv at first.. but still give it to him.. anyway can noe more frenz ma.. after dey dropped e lucky draw.. dey told me e truth.. tat dey were Yr 3 students frm SP.. omg! i was shocked.. but i tink i kinda expected it cuz dey look older den me.. tis guy nivel missed call me to make sure it was my no. haha.. i den msged n asked dey all 20 yrs old izit? den e msgin continued till 1.30am.. haha! saw his frenster pic.. he look better den his frenz lo.. haha.. which is a plus point.. kk.. stop tokin bout tis guy.. ch sent me a sms askin whether i really hv something on or i juz didnt wanna go.. i said both.. den told him i noe we can onli be frenz n nth more.. i've oso gave up e thot of patching w him.. n i dun lyk him anymore.. yup.. im sure.. heez.. wonder i'll still msg nivel tmr not.. my god!
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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have done.
Sometimes in life we forget to appreciate the little things ard us, tat mean so much. Too often we dun realise wat we hv until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "i'm sorry, i was wrg." Sometimes it seems we hurt e ones we hold dearest to our hearts; n we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimpt things into our mind; n den it's usually too late to see wat made ue blind. So be sure tat u let pple noe how much dey mean to u; take tat time to say e words b4 ur time is thru. Appreciate and be thankful for the little things in life tat mean so much.
When something happens to u, gd or bad, consider wat it means.
der's a purpose to life's events, to teach u how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
U cant make someone love u, all u can do is to be someone who can be loved, e rest is up to e person to realise ur worth.
The measure of love is when u love w/o measures.In life der r very rare chances tat u'll meet e person u love n loves u in return. So once i hv it dun ever let go, e chance might nv come ur way agn.
No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
It's better to lose ur pride to e one u love, den to lose e one u love becuz of pride.
We spend too much time looking 4 e rite person to love or finding fault w those we alrdy love, when instead we shld be perfectin e love we give.
Disappointments r lyk road humps, dey slow u down a bit but u enjoy e smooth road afterwards. Dun stay on e humps too long. Move on!
When u truly care for someone, u dun look for faults, u dun look for answers, u dun look formistakes. Instead, u fight e mistakes, accept e faults n overlook e excuses.
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